i'm turning into a teacher... i'm starting to dream about 'my' class!!

a week today i have my interview, and that means that theoretically in around 2 weeks i should know which direction my life is taking for at least the next 18 months. i guess i'm trying not to think about quite how life-defining next friday is. i haven't thought too much about what i'll do if i don't get in... i want to be a teacher, so i'll have to find another course. i really don't want to wait another year... there'll be fees, (although i'll be 25, and (hopefully/maybe!) married by then, so an 'independent student' (grrrr) so would be assessed purely on Ben's income) and i don't want to delay it any longer... i know what i want to do, so i want to do it now. well, all i can do now is do loads of preparation and a stonking presentation, and keep everything crossed!